a sixth sense cannot make up for a complete lack of common sense
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-best known as May Ching-
-09/01/1990-
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Monday, October 18, 2010, 4:06 pm
... Is it really October already? Even though nobody reads this blog anymore (not even me), it's kinda therapeutic to come over once in a while just to look at the record of my mind. I like to think I've changed every time I visit this blog, so I can get all nostalgic when I browse through the archives (speaking of which, there are no links to on this page. Huh. Must fix that if I haven't forgotten all my HTML skills).
Came to an interesting conclusion last night, while looking through my keepsake pouch and looking at yaoi art (threesome, to be precise). Well, I do confess that I've been thinking about this for a very long time but last night was the time I actually believed what I was saying. This blog isn't private enough for me to disclose what it is, but I feel more confident about myself now.
Made leaps and bounds with my drawing skill and confidence in my art; now all I need is a tablet and life will be complete. I intend to spend the December holidays doing some serious anatomy and composition practice.
Sometimes I wish I could be a better person; more hardworking, more tolerant, less emotional, less sensitive, more emotionally involved... I have nothing to say for this but to keep working at it. I know I can be so much more.
Now, a lot of people I know like to end off with religious/self-motivational/hopeful crap, but blah. I don't do this kind of thing. I accept myself for who I am (though I still do want to change) and shall say here that those stuff are for wussies.