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-best known as May Ching-
-09/01/1990-
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Friday, April 09, 2010, 6:24 pm
... I'm alive!I can still remember a time when blogging was something I did every day *hollow laughter* Well, things have changed quite a bit now; since online friends are more willing to read what I've been up to in RL than RL friends, I do half my blogging on LiveJournal and the other half on Facebook ^___^
In part, I'm a lot more confident about letting my true interests and feelings out in public. It has to be the company I'm keeping; not only am I more outspoken, but I'm more prone to bouts of insanity - which make me happier than I can remember.
It's good to be alive.
I want to see more of the world; my solo trip to the UK was a true experience I'd love to repeat (though traveling alone can be a bit lonely and people do stare when you talk to yourself *smirks*) Right now, I'm planning to go either Japan (the land of fandom obsession), Texas (to see Margo) and a return trip to the UK (to see everything else I missed out on the first time around).
Besides other trips I'm going to be making much closer to home, I'm going to have the most amazing summer of my life.
Because things come and go, people grow and change, epochs start and end. But I'm still here, and I'm not going anywhere for a long time. Sure, I get depressed, but it isn't as bad as it was in JC when I emoed a lot. A whole lot. At least I have people I can talk to, and who understand how I feel, and don't load their emotional crap on me in return. I had a lot of emotional baggage back then.
So now I can start living, and trying out being happy for a change.
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